i have nobody
hey, i feel lonelier each day every night, i get more lonely than ever the medicine indeed helps me to be more functional as a human being, you know, to sleep, eat and interact with each other like a normal human being, but the loneliness creeps even deeper every night and i have no one to share it with i have nobody to talk to i have nobody who would understand the pain i have nobody who loves me if you ask me if i still have suicidal tendencies, indeed i still do i still think about ending my life at least like 50 times every day, (lol i dont know how many times, because i simply think about it all the time) i am just so lonely and i feel like everyone will be better without me everything will be better without me nobody loves me anyway nobody needs me anyway i want to die i really want to just disappear what's the point of living if i have no one to share anything anymore every time i am thinking about death, i feel peace every time i think about cutting